Heart br[e]ak(e)s.

Okaaay majority nito mga same experiences na nirerelate ko from what other people told me, from their stories. And I have some that I correlate myself. Sige nga, wild guess. Tintry ko magcomment on each one of them. Doesn’t necessarily mean experiences ko lahat yan.

‘I’m not allowed to fall in love,’ she said. ‘I’m not allowed to care this much.’ But when you’re staying up late, hoping to God he’s tossing and turning, thinking of you, it’s too late already.

Parang ako? I can’t restrain myself.

The next time I hug you, I think I might explode.

Sige ‘wag mo na kong pakawalan. )

I want to turn you on.

Even more para di mo na talaga ako papakawalan. )

I hate it that you are now in good terms with your ex-best friend/crush/special someone.

Sometimes. Though I know it’s obviously unintentional.

I lied. my phone batt wasn’t dead. I didn’t message you for the whole day, cause I want you to realize how important I am to you, and how much you need me.

Paranoid lang.

I hate the fact that even when I’m not on the road you still cant find time for me. But if you do it feels like you wished you were doing something else. I’m not insecure, just know what I want. But even though I have tried my best to make it work it still hasn’t worked. This is the first time I have given my all. I guess I never thought I would get to a point where my all wasn’t enough. I am terrified. When will just being me be enough.

What a martyr. I remember those times and I get all bitter. Okaay tama na.

Sometimes I think I listen to other people too much and not my heart enough. I still care about you and love you but I just can’t be with you. I did cry, and every time we talk on the phone, I tear up at least once. I want nothing but the best for you and I want you to be happy more than anything in the world.

EPIC. Except some parts to it.

Okaay I’m getting tired of those. Gusto ko naman ishare ngayon yung message ko for HER na pinagawa niya sakin. Natuwa ako sa overwhelming love and support from her superfriends nung nabasa ko yung post niya. And I’m sharing the same love and support as a big sister? HAHAHAHA.

pano ko ba sisimulan to. gusto ko lang sabihin na he’s a big fat a** jerk and he should go drown himself and go to hell. wtfudge. bakit hindi ko navibes yun. anywaay, tama na ang bitterness at iyakan, move on na tayo. isipin mo na lang na isa siyang malaking mantsa sa buhay mo. nandito naman kaming mga super friends mo eh, at least kami we’re always here, we love you and we will never cheat on you ano gusto mo gawin dun sa girl pabarang natin? haha. joke lang. sugurin na natin at pasabugin! what else can i say? ayoko namang magmukhang war freak. basta cherish all the good memories and learn from your and his mistakes. wag magmadali dahil ang mga lalaki, darating yang mga yan. isa lang siyang malaking stopover sa buhay mo. at ngayong under construction ka na, siguruhin mong mahal ang toll fee bago ulit may makadaan sayong bago. nagets mo ba? basta hintayin mo lang yung magfifinal destination sayo

Kay apparently I’m not very good at giving encouragement/love/support/those shizz when I associate it with venting out with anger. Nawawala ang poise ko. But ohwell. I don’t wanna fake it so there you go.